I’m finding it very hard to be christmassy and excited. Last year was so full of excitement and hope, even tho I was relly poorly. Can’t bring myself to write any christmas cards. Have even volunteered to work christmas day! It’s hard to try to be positive, but I am trying very hard for Matthew’s sake. I’m sure it won’t be as bad as i anticipate.
Thinking of all of you at this time.
Clare
