I feel the same Sarah, last year was all a bit of a blur and I felt quite numb throughout it! I normally absolutely love Christmas and this year I can feel some of the sparkle again!
Of course I will miss the girls and really wish they were here but we have just had their first birthday and I feel I can accept how it is knowing they are always in my heart x
I too have bought some new decorations and am going for it on the 1st December. New year also represents the last few weeks before we get to meet our new addition!
So overall, a positive Christmas this year xxxx
